Xixikawayi

It's been over three months since I experienced this. I don't want to pay off my debts now, I don't want to find a class, I don't want to date, I don't want to do anything... It seems like going to Didi won't solve any problems. I've never hated myself this much before, I don't know what I want to do, and nothing I do feels meaningful... The only thing I can feel is the long passage of time.
I really dislike negative energy, but I am the biggest source of negative emotions myself, so... what is the meaning of living, is there anything worth redemption🥹
Living is so exhausting... but I don

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Xixikawayi

02-23 14:25

The whole world is peaceful after being blocked 🤗
Can't live without AI?
Stop creating anxiety every day, bro.
If it gets worse, I'll just go back to my hometown and farm 😅

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02-23 04:41

I should spend fewer days checking the updates... It seems like every time I come back, the market is worse. It goes up for a while, then hits a big dip, and then I get fooled back into selling 😭. That's enough.

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02-22 16:37

BSC is just a pure roadside pile 💩🤗

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02-22 02:29

Hate everything about BSC, but still like He Yi... So conflicted😇

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02-21 04:36

So there will still be meme trends this year, right🥲

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02-20 14:41

The ideal type, but too perfect 🩵

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02-19 16:12

Forget it, no more abstract things, I will never do abstract again🖐🏻😭🖐🏻

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02-18 11:21

Someone is "smart," just played it badly... Of course, it's inevitable that "everyone" hates or wants to be him. Previously, his "sense of justice" was too strong, so I deleted him, simply thinking he's really stupid...
Later I thought about it and realized this is someone else's way of survival... It seems there's nothing wrong with that, just like Xi has been immersed in the illusion of "all the world is drunk, only I am sober," as long as Xi is happy🤗
There are no good or bad people in this world; most are shaped by their environment, nothing more to say

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