Yesterday I talked with my master for an hour.

Recently, he has been in seclusion, not leaving his room.
I didn't see him when I went to Litang in February.
Yesterday, we finally had a video call.
I told him about the AI lobster in my real life recently.
Then he also sighed at the rapid development of the times.
He asked me to pack my bags immediately and join him.
To study hard for four years and become a monk.
This afternoon, he called me again.
He could tell I was anxious and a bit confused.
It seems that many of last year's plans can no longer be realized.
My master asked me to be his attendant for four years,
truly becoming a monastic disciple.
Damn, although he granted me a Dharma name,
I haven't yet managed to detach from the secular world.
What should I do? After four years, I’ll be 32.
My master said that after practicing, I will gain great wisdom,
and be able to help many people. OMG, I’m so confused right now.
It was supposed to be a nostalgic call for the New Year,
but now he’s urging me to become a monk quickly. 😭
Two calls a day pushing me, saying I’m very suitable.
Now I’m even more confused.