If you have never fought for something in your life, you will not be able to experience this ultimate joy. When you fall into the abyss, when you suffer the humiliation of others, when you are belittled to the point of worthlessness, when you are choked by the throat of fate, if you accept your fate because of this, you will never have a chance to turn things around. Pull yourself together, and strive to win the ultimate thrill like I did, just once is enough. But I am fortunate to have experienced such setbacks; I will be forged through thousands of trials, give my all, and never lose faith.