If you have never fought desperately for something in your life, you cannot experience such ultimate joy. When you fall into the abyss, when you suffer the scorn of others, when you are belittled to the point of worthlessness, when fate has you by the throat, if you accept your fate because of this, you will never have a chance to turn things around. Pull yourself together and strive to win the ultimate thrill like I did, just once will do, but I am very fortunate to have experienced such setbacks. I will be tempered through a thousand trials, do my utmost, and never lose faith.