I can't face my dad. Now every time I eat, I shed tears. I've only seen my dad cry three times in my life. The first time was in 2010 when my uncle passed away, the second time was in 2013 when my mom passed away, and the third time was in 2023 when my grandmother passed away. Since then, I've seen him many times, crying and saying that I need to be strong, not to give up until the last moment. He said he would do anything, even sell everything, to exchange his liver for mine to make me better. But I know that's not realistic, and I can't do that.