During that time with PIPPIN, I really felt like I couldn't hold on any longer.

Every day at three in the morning, I'm wide awake, not researching opportunities, but purely afraid of losses.

Margin call, emotional over-leverage, watching ZEC hold positions until liquidation, setting stop-loss only to get swept away, I’ve stepped in every pitfall possible. My account shrank from hundreds of thousands to just a few thousand U, and the worst day I got liquidated three times in a row, I was completely out of it.

Feeling dizzy during the day and unable to sleep at night. At that time, I really thought about just giving up.

But now looking back, those hardest days were actually when I truly started to change.

I finally understood one thing: the market will never give you opportunities just because you are anxious, panicked, or unwilling to accept reality. It only recognizes one thing - whether you can stay calm and execute.

So I began to overturn all my previous trading habits and honestly built a trading system from scratch. I reviewed my trades every day, recorded, analyzed, and corrected each transaction until the entire logic could run smoothly and make a profit.

In the end, I set a few strict rules for myself:

First, do not chase highs or stubbornly hold on, only take action at positions with a high win rate.

Second, positions must be built in batches, prioritize safety before discussing profits.

Third, take profits in batches after earning, keep the main position for the trend, and lock in profits with the secondary position.

Fourth, every order must have a basis; if there is no signal, stay in cash and wait.

Slowly, the earnings started to stabilize. From dozens of U per day to hundreds of U, now I can basically stabilize my daily income to over one thousand U. When the market is good, I earn more, and when the market is bad, the drawdown is not too harsh.

I am not a genius trader. I have just found the rhythm that suits me after experiencing massive losses, insomnia, and emotional breakdowns.

If you are also losing now, feeling confused, and doubting whether you can get back up—don't be in a hurry to give up.

As long as you are willing to learn, willing to change, and willing to persist, rhythm, emotions, and funds can all return to your hands.