After 104 days in the market, the account has fallen from 498U to 454U. Another day of self-confrontation.

Yesterday I shorted $LIGHT, if I had held on through gritted teeth, my account would have increased by 150U today. Instead, I got scared and when I looked back, the price continued to fall. I felt reluctant, so I turned around and went long again. This is the biggest enemy in trading - emotions.

From the initial profit, it has turned into a loss. Now I can only rely on luck to see if I can turn it around. It's a typical retail investor trap, competing against myself.

Looking back at the trajectory during this period is a bit despairing: I entered the market for the first time in mid-September and added 500U, then directly blew up the account in mid-October, losing everything. Unwilling to accept this, I came back for a second time, and after much effort, I made back 1000U, but ended up losing it all again. In December, I came back again and added 500U.

This time I finally understood that the hardest part is not analyzing the market correctly, but controlling my own hands. The biggest mistake each time is when I have a small profit or a small loss, and I get impulsive and start making opposite trades. This lesson is very costly.